Greetings everyone! My name is Channari and here's a little background on my upbringing and how I ended up where I am now. 

When I was little, I wasn't sure of who I wanted to be. All I knew was that I wanted to help people. 

I was always sensitive, especially to energies. When I felt emotions, I felt them deeply. Sometimes a little too deeply. I've always been connected to Mother Earth, animals and nature in general. In fact, there's so many things that I do now as an adult that stuck with me from a young age. I remember saving the jelly packets from school lunch so I could bring them home to feed the wild birds. Don't worry, I feed them quality seeds as an adult now, haha! I grew up in a Buddhist household and have always been surrounded by spirituality and holistic healing. When I was about five years old, my dad would allow me to do the ancient, holistic practice of cupping therapy for him. To this day, I wonder how and why he trusted little me with using a torch, haha. Talk about playing with fire! My parents would coin our backs as well whenever we felt sick. I also had to coin them when they weren't feeling well. Herbal remedies were introduced into my life at a young age as well. I remember waking up to the smell of jasmine tea in the morning. It's my mom's favorite tea. A core childhood memory of mines was when I had hurt my leg and my dad chewed up some sort of herb or tobacco, recited a mantra and then spit the poultice onto my injured leg in order to relieve the pain. Whenever I stayed over my cousin's house, I would see my aunt set up a steaming station using a pot of hot water with herbs and then she would cover herself and the pot using a straw mat. I now know that she was naturally purging and detoxing her body from toxins. My mom would also soak a towel in rice water and placed it on my forehead whenever I had a fever. As you can see, I was always surrounded by natural remedies throughout my life. I still use many of these natural remedies today. 

I would admire the ancestral altars my parents would set up, no matter where we ended up living. My mom didn't really explain much to me, but I felt very drawn and connected to the altars, like something deep inside of me felt the ancestral reverence.  I understood why she would place offerings of fruits, candles, incense, water, flowers and perfume. I remember the feeling of excitement, acceptance and honor when the outside of the fruits would turn black. I knew that meant our ancestors have accepted the offerings. My parents definitely laid the foundation of spirituality and holistic healing in my life. I now have ancestral altars in my home to honor the seven generations before me. I was also one of those kids who were into aliens, ancient civilizations, paranormal activities, tarot readings, the magic 8 ball, MASH, palm readings, astrology and the famous fortune teller origami game. Yeah, I was a weirdo. I'd like to say unique, haha. Hence, the reason why I am very spiritually attuned as an adult now. Some things will never change.

Fast forward to when I was about 10-11 years old, a member in my family experienced a huge psychotic break and episode that ended up permanently altering their life and the family dynamics. It was and still is tough on everyone, especially my mom. Shortly after, my mom had a very serious health crisis that required her to be hospitalized for some time. Those were the two catalysts that influenced my decision to enter the healthcare field. I realized that health is the true wealth in life. I took healthcare assisting during high school, but life quickly got complicated. I became a teen parent and a family member had passed away exactly two weeks after I gave birth to my son. My beloved eldest brother. This was the first experience of physical death within the family. I didn't understand it at the time. I felt like I didn't get a chance to make him proud of me, to redeem myself for all of my mistakes. I felt a lot of shame, guilt and grief at the same time. I ended up attending medical assisting school and graduated with a 4.0 GPA. I was just trying my best to better my life so that I wouldn't repeat any toxic cycles and patterns observed in my family. I had to, for my son's sake. 

I've always worked in the healthcare field for the most part and ended up achieving my nursing license when I was 28 years old. This period was around my Saturn Return when I was experiencing very rapid changes and transitions in my life. 

Around 2018, I started receiving many "downloads" and messages that seemed to appear out of nowhere in my mind. When I would receive these messages, they were very profound and I had the strong urge to write them down in the notes section of my phone. That was the start of many spiritual awakenings. My level of awareness and consciousness started to shift higher and higher with each spiritual awakening. 

Then, it happened. The moment that changed the trajectory of my life forever. On June 18, 2022, it started out as a normal day. I ran errands. I went to the mall and bought some crystals for intentional healing.  When I arrived home, I noticed two mourning doves by the steps of the porch. They did not leave. They did not fly away. I knew it was a message, but I wasn't exactly sure what it meant at the time. I fed them seeds and I went inside the house and went about my day per usual. I cleansed my new crystals and placed them on my dresser near my money tree. Right above it was my vision board that I had hung up a day prior. Here's the kicker. My vision board had a photo that stated "Inner Healing". Boy oh boy, was I in for quite a journey. 

All of a sudden, BAM!

I felt a strong, powerful sudden wave and surge of energy travel up from the base of my spine up through my heart space. My heart started to thump so fast and so hard, I could see it beating from my chest. I grabbed my pulse oximeter and it was reading 250 bpm. I remember thinking, "What is happening? Am I having a heart attack?" I laid down for a bit, but my heart was beating so hard and fast that my whole entire body was shaking. I called my husband to drive me to the ER ASAP! I was smart enough to grab my pulse oximeter with me in order to prove to them that it's an emergency. I suddenly felt fatigued. Extreme fatigue. To the point I couldn't walk without feeling like I was about to faint. When we arrived at the hospital, I felt light headed and "floaty". I showed them my pulse so that they would take me in right away. It showed 250 bpm. They automatically took me in and did a ECG. There were no signs of a heart attack. The whole entire episode from home to the hospital lasted about 20 minutes. They didn't know what else to do besides monitor me. Once they were able to get my heart rate down to 113 bpm, they sent me home. 

The symptoms of extreme fatigue, elevated heart rate, light headedness and exhaustion continued. I wasn't able to physically go to work for months. It took taxing effort to do simple daily tasks such as showering, getting dressed, cleaning and cooking. I always felt like I was about to faint just by doing those simple tasks. I was unable to walk more than a few steps without my heart rate rapidly elevating and feeling like I was about to faint. I had to be in a wheelchair when going to doctor's appointments because I couldn't walk or stand for too long without exacerbating my symptoms. My outlook on life has completely changed. I had to adjust a lot of things in my life. I stopped going to places that required me to walk far or stand too long. I detoxed my body through juicing, herbal remedies and refused to drink any form of alcohol. I felt disconnected from the outside world. It was honestly, the loneliest period of my life because there was no one to relate to what I was experiencing at the time.

It was a period of isolation and darkness for me. I've seen many specialists throughout that time trying to get a proper diagnosis as well as treatment. The cardiologist couldn't help me. The neurologist couldn't help me. They were dumbfounded. I wore a heart monitor for a month to track my cardiac activity.  I've had ultrasounds done, multiple bloodwork done, testings, scans, MRIs and even tested for POTS which came back negative. I also tested negative for Lyme Disease. I even went to the larger hospitals to see if they could help me. Nothing. The symptoms continued and still no diagnosis or treatments. I felt alone. It was like I was living life with an invisible and unexplainable illness.

During this period of isolation, I had to REALLY sit with myself. "Is this my life now? What is God trying to tell me?" Still, I remained optimistic. What did I choose to do? I chose to go within. It was a period of introspection, self-reflection and shadow work. I focused on managing stress levels, journaling, eating clean, reading self-help books, healing my traumas, doing mindful exercises and practicing gratitude on a daily basis. I wanted to help myself. I wanted to heal. I didn't want to wait for a savior. I wanted to take accountability for my own life. I started to really tap into my spiritual practices and did research on a lot of different holistic and alternative healing modalities. I had my very first Reiki session done on me in November 2022. It was a profound experience. I wanted to be able to do Reiki on myself. I started researching credible Reiki Masters. At the same time, I looked into sound healing. This interest in healing frequencies started when I was in nursing school in 2018. I was in a constant state of stress so I ended up with a lot of headaches. I didn't want to take Advil every single time I had a headache. So, I would fall asleep listening to binaural beats which is a form of sound healing through vibrational frequencies and sound waves. Now, I am certified in sound healing, crystal healing, chakra healing and Reiki healing. These tools helped me heal mentally, physically, spiritually and emotionally. 

I've started diving deep into esoteric, metaphysical and spiritual teachings.  I've enrolled in an accredited Metaphysical University. I've successfully completed my Bachelor's degree in Metaphysical Science and also became an Ordained Metaphysical Minister. With this credential, I now offer spiritual counseling and guidance to my clients to help them navigate through their own spiritual/healing journeys. Metaphysical Science has helped me understand the nature of reality, the self, experiencing and understanding life beyond the five senses, the spiritual aspects of life and consciousness. 

Later on, I found out that mourning doves represented peace after a period of chaos. I also found out that what I have experienced was indeed a spontaneous Kundalini Awakening. I was redirected to my higher calling and soul's purpose. 

There was sunshine and rainbows after the storms. Creation isn't birthed through ease and simplicity. Think about the life cycles of a butterfly and a dragonfly. Think about a woman going through the cycles of pregnancy and labor. Creation and destruction are two sides of the same coin. The path must be cleared from the old ways in order to allow something new to come in.

I heard the call and I answered it. Here I am now. Embodying the wisdom and teachings from the lessons learned along the way. 

Now, I am here to help you release what no longer serves you so that you can be the best version of yourself, embark on your self-discovery journey and experience life through the lens of a higher state of consciousness and awareness. 

We all carry our suppressed shadows, wounds, past traumas and pain with us everywhere we go. If we choose to do the inner work, heal our wounds and release the pain, we won't unintentionally or intentionally bleed onto others. The world would be a much better place when we are conscious, doing the inner work and self-aware. 

Are you ready to embark on YOUR healing journey?